I just miss him

I think I might have this under controll, I am not perfect, but with the help of my wonderful family and God I feel confident that I can handle this deployment.  But right now my heart just aches for my husband.  This weekend in DC I saw a father lifting up a small girl so she could see better.   I could not keep back my tears.  Every time I blinked I saw Shawn and Lily.  I just miss him.