Quite

Sometimes it just doesn't matter.  Sometimes you just have to suck it up.  He can't handle hearing you problems.  Your friends have their own problems and the world is much worse then one lonely house wife.

I a trying to suck it up today.  Crying alone in the bathroom, I feel silly, but I am tired of putting my problems on all of those around me.  I pray, but I feel unheard.  In my head I know that is not true.  I know He has a reason for this and he is supporting me and carrying me along. But right now all I feel is alone, though I am surrounded by people.